Nightmare... Ending...

Well... 

Today is the new year for Hokkiens ~

But... for me... 

Since last year... 

It's a pretty sad day for me though...

i have no idea why... Just... sad... T.T

Din't saw you quite some time...

immediately after the fireworks...

you talk to me...

guess you heard some stories from her or through my blog...

Hmm... A decision? and face the truth?

Maybe you're right...

I have to face it someday...

The fact that she din't have any feeling towards me...

I felt like i'm just step into the hole that 'he' stepped in before...

I'm just a coward that unable to face the truth...

Nor i can face you anymore...

We may still be friends...

I can't surpass myself...

Even though you still treat me as a friend...

I have no idea how i going to face you... just almost the same as you...

Maybe i can... But i need time for that... 

Yeap... you're right... Humans are selfish after all... 

It might be true if i left the group... No one will be affected at all...

Everything will be the same... 

Sorry that i brought so much of trouble all the time... 

After this... everything will be smooth...

Well... I think quite some time...

The following Monday...

I don't think i should give you... For no reason...

So i will not find you... or pass you the presents...

Sorry that i keep hurting you...

Sorry that i love you...

Sorry for everything i done...

Well... Think you should take care of her...

Just try not to let her be hurt anymore...

I won't be looking for you anymore...

So just take good care...

Love yourself more~

That's all i can say...

Maybe we'll meet again someday...

No one knows... 

Let the fate decide it...

The End...

Sorry... T.T

(penguin)