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Haix...

What happened to me? 

Why I can't be myself?

I do hope everything will be going on smoothly...

Apparently... It is not...

Maybe it's true that i have to enjoy with them... 

I did tried...

But... still i can't fully enjoy it...

Well since last year... I have to idea why i have to be mourning for that situation =.="

All the time =.="

I really can't control my EQ very well...

Even while playing cards game =.="

No idea why i have to be bad temper...

haix...

After everything were came to an end...

I was speeding on the road =.="

with 3 lives on my car... 

haix... Really lucky that nothing happened...

Well... sorry for that... 

Din't think for the implication that might happen...

Learned a lesson for that...

Sometimes i do hate myself...

Hate myself for thinking so much of nonsense...

that it affect my emotion... T.T

Someone said that have to face the reality...

You can't escape from it forever...

Well... I faced the reality... But things still remain as usual...

Nothing's changed... in you? I don't know...

Things that i have said before... You might just ignore...

It seems there's no reason for me to go back into it... 

Cause no one cares about it...

Well... Return to my loneliness again... 

kfc ~