Disappointed

Well ... Guess what?

I might made a terrible mistake again...

A week left before it is Valentines Day...

So, for those who wanted to give surprises to their another partner,

they might already started to plan...

as for those who were single... 

They will make some plan so they could find a girl/boy during Valentines...

As for me... I planned to ask her out during that day...

I prepared presents for her as well... But...

Hmm... well ... I asked her ... but i felt disappointed to myself...

After i send that message to her...

Time goes by... and theres no reply for that T.T

Well... maybe it's a mistake for me to asking you...

Maybe i'm the one who always brings bad memories to you... 

Maybe i can't give any secureness to you...

I did keep asking myself try to let you happy...

At the end... I think i'm just an igniter of everything...

I went gym for workout today...

saw your car and his car...

well... at first i wanted to meet both of you...

but i don't know what to should i say after i meet you...

so i just let fate decides... 

maybe i don't have the fate with you...

I really wanted to chat or meet you...

But... somehow... 

and there's a call from Ant just now...

I have no idea whether i'm one of you anymore...

Just that... I felt i'm the one who always chasing at the back...

I felt tired...

am i the real kfc?