Is this my life?

After everything of what I fought,
Everything just back to square one...
Things doesn't really changed at all...
As the time passby...
Played pool with friends today.
And they said I keep suicide...
Words that came into my mind is,
Aimed for success, yet ended up digging my own grave.

It's really lifeless for these few days.
Since words already came out from my mouth.
It's the same for the past few times,
As for this time, no more...
No matter how sad it is, how hard it is...
How unwilling to do it...
Have to accept the fact.

Since it is such a 'misunderstanding' that I have made
Before it is even a misunderstanding to others,
Before there's a chance given...

Hope it's good that the status is clear enough to each other

No matter what happens.
My words is still there.
That I'll always be there for you...

BFF. Took me a lot of courage to said this,
Maybe you wouldn't know why.
As it doesn't matter to anyone at all

Will consider to quit blogging as...
It is full of nonsense...
Lol

Nightz

You won't take my soul anymore...

I'm fragile

Things just happened terribly...
The whole day mine just kept thinking
Of what have I made,
Am I wrong?

I'm not that tough, not that clever as you think
I trusted because I have faith on it.
Yet what I get is a joke.
Pain enough.