Dafuq am I feel

After half a year abandon my blog page. Today seems like having some feel to post again. In this half a year,I have no idea that I been working quite some time with my father. As I expected my result wouldn't be colourful. Rather implanting any hope on studies, started working instead. Since work of mine requires skill, Getting more experience is needed. Hmm... And of course I have my own name card. Kinda happy for that~ Since I can distribute name card with my name on it ^^ Like a little boss~ hahaha As for other sixers, most of them receive offer letters from U's Grats them for the efforts they have giving in Fishy applied for QS at TarC... So hope the best to him. No idea why am I tempted to go Sunway for every weekend. Maybe it's just because of wanted to see her so much. Yet the hope was vanished for every moment I been there. Because it doesn't match her shift most of the time The moment I knew she wasn't there. I feel like kill myself for being so stupid. She might not know how I feel. Well. I just wanted to say something. The moment she asked me that whether she became prettier or not, I just answered as simple as possible. As I don't want her to feel awkward if I say more than that. Because she's like perfect angel in my heart. How can I mention that infront of her -.- And I wanted so say that I will be the luckiest guy if she accepted me . Ok. Typed too much. Will be gone Craze if I continues. Please save my lonely soul. T.T

Is this my life?

After everything of what I fought,
Everything just back to square one...
Things doesn't really changed at all...
As the time passby...
Played pool with friends today.
And they said I keep suicide...
Words that came into my mind is,
Aimed for success, yet ended up digging my own grave.

It's really lifeless for these few days.
Since words already came out from my mouth.
It's the same for the past few times,
As for this time, no more...
No matter how sad it is, how hard it is...
How unwilling to do it...
Have to accept the fact.

Since it is such a 'misunderstanding' that I have made
Before it is even a misunderstanding to others,
Before there's a chance given...

Hope it's good that the status is clear enough to each other

No matter what happens.
My words is still there.
That I'll always be there for you...

BFF. Took me a lot of courage to said this,
Maybe you wouldn't know why.
As it doesn't matter to anyone at all

Will consider to quit blogging as...
It is full of nonsense...
Lol

Nightz

You won't take my soul anymore...

I'm fragile

Things just happened terribly...
The whole day mine just kept thinking
Of what have I made,
Am I wrong?

I'm not that tough, not that clever as you think
I trusted because I have faith on it.
Yet what I get is a joke.
Pain enough.

Trolled

Sometimes I had wonder why...

Am I not serious enough?

Am I that playful??

Just can't had any idea why...

Somehow a serious question 

being trolled back by someone else...

~.~ Sigh...

Well... Nvm... 

I shall ask again... 

It's not first time being trolled lols

Perhaps some person was born to be make joke by someone else

xD 

So the world will have more laughter HAHA

kfc~

Chinese new year ~.~

Today should be the Fifth day of Chinese New year xD 

Chu 5 

Nothing much Special during Chinese New year,

Seems every year looks the same after all...

Time for me to online reduced drastically due to my lappy =.=

Plus there is no coverage for optic fiber ~.~

Went to Times Square and Sunway on 27th 

Buying stuffs xD 

As they said have to buy some gifts just for Valentines o.O

But once we're out, our wallet really bleeds... =.=

As the valentines getting near... 

Wonder how I should settle on that day...

Ask for a date? 

Or just single, alone on that day T.T

And it's hard =.=

I hope it is not a dream T.T

kfc~

New New Year

It's been 2 weeks plus ever since new year eve had passed 

And came back from Genting trip as well o.O

Though on that day I went back to hometown...

But I'm glad to hear their voices during the countdown ^^

Genting trip:

It was disappointed when we reached there with rainy weather

and... Starbucks @ times square had been renovated to some 'beer garden' =.=

We had no choice but to go to the Starbucks at First world hotel =.=

It was crowded and internet at Genting sucks !!

Luckily the next day turns sunny and we get to play outdoor theme park...

Back to Puchong on Thursday xD

On the Friday o.O 

Meet Darren at mamak LOL

Went to play pool yesterday with Darren, Jx, Allan and See Nung 

50% of my luck used when playing pool xD

and Today xD

Going out with Fio, YL, Jx to celebrate Allan's Big day 

Are our lunch at Tony Roma's, 

Their plating were too huge !! 

then we watched 'The Awakening' 

so called 'horror movie' 

Well... 

A movie that was very lame until I can fell asleep during the show =.=||

Just another week before Chinese New Year ^^

Hope I receive a lot of Angpaus xD

kfc~

祝我生日快乐 =D

18th of December. I don't think anyone of them will miss their own Bday
'Best day'

Since when I was small, I had never been celebrating until last year.
Well it happened at last year just because I place my status @ Facebook.
And, this year, without any notification from those...
Only 4 that wishes me though...
Not even the fren that I meant to be closest with him... wishes me at all...
maybe that's not what he thought...
Sigh...

Well... Seriously, I always envy that they could have parties and everyone seems to be happy for them
Not to forget That I did attend the party too...
Maybe from the beginning that my birthday that landed @ December
always being ignored I guess...
Or I think it's just me...
Felt really sad...

Though it is
But I appreciate to those 4 who wishes me ^^
At least they still counted I'm one of them
Thanks my family for bringing me to an awesome dinner
And my buddy =)
I felt

My Big day ends... Blogging at mamak store? LOL!!!

Nitez ^^